{ You bleed just to know you're alive

You bleed just to know you're alive.

I really want to get better because I’m so close to just stopping the whole self-harm issue, I’m getting so much better, but I feel like this blog is stopping me because whenever I come on it I see loads of negative posts and it just drags me back to square one. I just feel like recovery would be a whole lot easier if I just deleted because being on here just reminds me of how worthless I can be, so I think maybe I’ll just stop coming on here for a whole. Maybe I won’t delete, but I’ll just log out and concentrate on getting better and sorting my life out, then maybe I’ll come back, make my blog into something more positive. I just need a break I guess. So, for now, maybe forever, goodbye. Everyone be good to themselves. I’ll miss this blog but it has to be done.

mahbrits:

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nerdsinmypants:




Stages of Deterioration in the Human Body
The Moment Of Death: 1. The heart stops. 2. The skin gets tight and ashen in color. 3. All the muscles relax. 4. The bladder and bowels empty.  5. The body temperature begins to drop 1 1/2 degrees Fahrenheit per hour. After 30 minutes: 6. The skin gets purple and waxy. 7. The lips, fingernails, and toenails fade to a pale color. 8. Blood pools at the bottom of the body. 9. The hands and feet turn blue. 10. The eyes sink into the skull. After 4 hours: 11. Rigor mortis has set in. 12. The purpling of the skin and the pooling of the blood continue. 13. Rigor continues to tighten muscles for another 24 hours or so. After 12 hours: 14. The body is in full rigor mortis. After 24 hours: 15. The body is now the temperature of the surrounding environment. 16. In males, the semen dies. 17. The head and neck are now a greenish-blue color. 18. The greenish-blue color spreads to the rest of the body. 19. There is a pervasive smell of rotting meat. After 3 days: 20. The gas in the body tissues forms large blisters on the skin. 21. The whole body begins to bloat and swell grotesquely. 22. Fluids leak from the mouth, nose, vagina, and rectum. After 3 weeks: 23. The skin, hair, and nails are so loose they can easily be pulled off the corpse. 24. The skin bursts open on many places on the body. 25. Decomposition will continue until the body is nothing but skelital remains, a process that can take a month or so in hot climates, and two months or more in cold climates.


This is actually pretty interesting.


Important for writers…helps avoid either walking in and knowing someone died moments ago “from the smell” (unless that smell is piss and shit), or finding someone dead for a week that “looks like they’re sleeping.”


Reblogging for reference.


This is the single creepiest website ever and i love all of you

crabsitckz:

hopelessbaka:

at least gravity is attracted to me

*floats away*

(via sorry)

goodthingswillhappensoon:

have you ever just looked at someone and they have the perfect structure in their face and the perfect smile and eyes and they’re just so perfect and then you go look in the mirror and you know you’ll never be that perfect. :c

taeomi:

if i post things that you don’t like and you still follow me

i hope you find $20 on the ground today

(via livinginmyfairytaleworld)

truthfully-suspicious:

There will be a day when I don’t reblog this.
Today is not that day.
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You bleed just to know you're alive

Eleanor, sixteen, England. Single. I have a lot of feelings about a lot of things. Pessimist. Music and Tumblr are my life. I like to sleep. I have borderline depression and cut, go ahead and judge me. Suicidal. **Some posts may be triggering, to which I am sorry** I DO NOT promote self-harm, anorexia, or anything of the sort.

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